Stranger Things

November 22, 2013

By Laura Parker Roerdenheadshot

I look up and silhouetted in the dusky light is someone wearing a stripped rugby style scarf and a hooded black robe. He is carrying a white bird.

I am making supper in the farmhouse, the sounds of sizzling competing with thwaps of driving rain hitting the hard mud outside.

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I look up and silhouetted in the dusky light is someone coming up the road wearing a stripped rugby style scarf and a hooded black robe. He is carrying a white bird and is about to enter our barn.

It looks like Harry Potter has brought Hedwig to visit.

snowy-owl-449986_1280I blink. And go outside.

“Excuse me,” (magical fictional character). What are you doing?”

The figure is now past my sight line, but he calls back:

“Returning your chicken.”

Oh, dear. I don’t think I’ve ever put on my barn boots faster.

“I found him in my backyard,” he explains, lowering the now rain-soaked black hood on his long robe and presenting me with the wet chicken. I recognize him—he is an eleven-year old boy who lives over a mile away across a very busy highway.

I know this particular boy because I had been friends with his mother, who had recently died from leukemia. Just last Wednesday a babysitter had brought him and his younger brother and sister to the farm to visit the animals. It had been the first time I had seen the children since their mother had passed away. I had hugged each of the three children and let them collect the eggs. The youngest boy, who is autistic and only 7, had pointed at me and said, “Mom.” I tried to hide that I had started to cry.

Now the eleven year old boy has walked the entire way from his house alone in the dark and the rain to return a chicken.

“That’s impossible,” I say to him. “Chickens don’t roam over a mile in the rain,” I explain. “It must be someone else’s chicken that lives closer to you.”

But sure enough, it is Mucky, the only white silkie chicken we own. Mucky was so named because of her penchant for falling into mud; and this chicken has the same distinctive brown ringlets around her legs.

“This is the chicken I was holding when I visited last week,” the boy explained. “So I recognized her.”

Yes, he had held that chicken for nearly the entire visit.

Chickens don’t wander, except to cross the road (famously) to go from our barn’s pasture to our lawn. To my knowledge, we’ve never had one of our chickens leave the farm; no-less travel a full mile down our road and then cross a dangerous busy main road to travel several houses down another street, choosing the exact backyard of a boy who had held him a few days before.

I offer to drive the boy back home, but we are both quiet the entire ride. I can’t resist wondering what this watery journey means and who here has rescued whom. If it had indeed been Harry Potter, what would the message from Hedwig have been?

The boy makes me promise I won’t tell his dad he had come to the farm alone. I make him promise not to do it again.

Back home now, I go to the barn to close up the chickens and check on the poor silkie, which I notice is now shivering.

“This won’t do,” I say to the chicken as I tenderly take her off the perch and fold her into my jacket to bring her back to the farmhouse, where the kids can towel dry her and warm her up.

“Mom, can we use your blow dryer?” my 9-year old son asks.

“Yup,” I answer. “Stranger things have happened.”

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Find Something Beautiful

by Laura Parker Roerden

Find something beautiful
and let it inform your soul.
Let it wash over you like a baptism.
Let it ask more of you than you currently give.

What is it that moves you to rise?
Make an altar of it;
catch it in the clasped palms
of your heart like a firefly, like a prayer.

Seek what is true.
You’ll know it when your blood rises
to meet it like a new born calf opens his mouth
for nourishment; rooting without knowledge.

Protect what is tender:
a seed at first crack; a hatchling turtle turning
to the light; for fragility has hidden power
only for those daring hope.

Ask what is worthy of your life
and which way is freedom?
For simple answers will come
and drown out the lies we are told.

Find something beautiful and hold it close.
Share it with others; surrender to what it knows.

Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd. and is a member of the Pleiades Network of Women in Sustainability. She lives on her fifth generation family farm in MA.

 

The Ways of Water

by Laura Parker Roerden

As a child, we had a hand pump
over an artesian well
by a white, double-decker chicken barn.

It was the only water
for hundreds of birds
growing on that land.

The pump required
several hard thrusts
of the handle to raise the water

like spirit, to the surface.

Then each long,
resistance laden
pull of its arm brought up

a triumph of water;
a river

spilling
into a galvanized bucket

spraying
foam and mist
in confusing and thrilling planes

that felt like rafting on whitewater.

Everything in the dim eastern
light would turn
silver and metallic,
reflective and animated

like balls of mercury
jump around a bathroom floor
when you drop
a thermometer.

The pump had long ago
been painted dark green,
but it had weathered

with flecks of peeling paint
gathered on the creaky boards capping
the well below;

the patterns held my imagination
while I pumped
the water,

drawing in the cold
air, with each long pull.

“Learn the ways of water,”
I was told

one morning

and I listened,

plunging my hand into the icy
bucket, as if the winter air was finally
ready to explain itself to me,

as if the every day
need of water

carried a promise
I had not yet

understood.

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Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd. and is a member of the Pleiades Network of Women.

 

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In a Mean World

by Laura Parker Roerden

When life crowds you with the call of too many mean words,
words that line the very highway you are walking,

words that tumble along ghost town prairies as dangerous tumbleweeds gathering seeds, spreading like wildfire
and threatening to crowd out truth,

try to find the center of the pendulum,
though it swings out of control,
though it threatens to rip apart the fulcrum with every swing.

The center is not a place or ideology,
but the essence of the very moment
you are in, even as it weeps with the
soft acknowledgement of wounds.

This morning, I turned on the spigot
of clean, cold water in the barn
to fill an empty bucket.

The sound of purity spilled unbridled,

while I gave hay to the sheep first, then llamas, then goats. Navigating the barn, the sound sparkled like glass marbles,

clinking and

climbing

a ladder of notes,
higher,
then higher

still while the bucket filled. I stayed tethered
to the sound as if navigating a canyon,
or the head of a river, or womb.

I knew the pail was full when the sound
slightly muffled, so I dropped the hay
and ran to the valve, turning it

deftly and decidedly to off. And then I saw it:

a tiny field mouse,
floating dead on the surface.

It had been trapped in the empty bucket.
My carelessness had left it gasping
while I hummed to the music; the water

–poised to give life, as well as take it away–
the voice of the fulcrum itself.

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Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd. and is a member of the Pleiades Network of Women.

A Coming Hurricane

by Laura Parker Roerden

I read today that a flock of seagulls was once trapped in the eye of a hurricane.
The birds had sought refuge in the false calm of fair skies, but didn’t realize they
now flew through a tunnel of destruction, all ways out blocked by certain devastation.

Birds that sense plummeting pressure from an oncoming storm either fly aloft
on waves of wind or hunker down, feet gripped onto lower branches or huddled
together in brush. They risk being blown off course and face the errant bolt

of lavender lightening from the differential of opposing forces sparking a fire.
The winds, which are now stirring, reveal the trees’ lonely bones as perches;
and harbors of strength among the lowest rungs; yet also invites us to rise.

No, hope is not a destination, but instead a way of entering into dialogue
with possibility like a leaf trembled and blown finds its way to the ground.

At Jo-Erl Farm

Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd. and is a member of the Pleiades Network of Women.

 

A Small Poem

by Laura Parker Roerden

Small things sometimes call us home, like the two birds I saw
circling the hay field this morning on my way back from
farm chores. Their shrill vibrating whistle, a half warning, half invitation
stunned me awake from a deep dream—even though

I should have been sufficiently awake from an hour of shoveling
manure. Why would two seagulls have come so far inland? I wondered,
as I mentally calculate whether the recent hurricane
or an errant trash heap had thrown the birds off course.

Then I saw the unmistakable thick body and spiraling flight of
predators:  a grey morning sky backlit like a metallic robe
about to hit the ground in full favor of nakedness, no pretense.
The birds were not seagulls, but red-tailed hawks.

I hadn’t noticed that our free-range hens were already
scattered outside like balls on a pool table hit particularly well
by a skilled opening break. The roosters were on high alert and
had surrounded the hens, several of which were on a

chaotic sprint towards the low lying platform my father had built
as a roost, but we now used for a refuge and cover outside
for moments just like this, for times when hawks were double-
or triple-teaming the hens. The hawks have lost interest

in the hens, for now. But suddenly the hayfield has come alive,
shaking in the wind with vulnerability. A small toad or mole: now the sole subject
of the hawks’intention. I start to draw closer, but my boots on the newly paved road
are too loud. The trite intrusion draws my attention to a small rivulet of

water from last night’s rain along the side and I think just how insufficient
a surface asphalt is, as rain can no longer follow a true path to the sea
and how so often our way is bridled by obstacles of our own making. The sun,
still hidden beneath a grey cloud cover, shimmers as if stretched

across our skies in shredded ribbons. So I take off my
muck boots and wait, while the heavy strain against the birds’ wings
appears to hold them aloft and the hawks soar ever freer
in the stark fact that existence is connected to these moments.

Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd. and is a member of the Pleiades Network of Women.

 

 

 

The Garden Spider

by Laura Parker Roerden

Every single evening
in her short life
the garden spider spins

a web of concentric
circles. Each anchored
to five

or so holdfasts,

simple spokes
on a wheel,
against which everything hinges.

Around and around she goes,
adding to her work,

bridging the distance from
one holdfast

to another, length by length,

adding depth
and perspective as she telescopes inward,

moving deftly to a center only
the edges can project, filling
in a spiral with detail.

Her strange and perfect offering
completes itself in zigs and zags like a zipper
on a fine golden purse to safely carry expected coin.

By morning the light and dew
create a hall of mirrors,
drawing her prey down

now lit corridors,
the mirage of open
space an enticement to beyond,

but instead a dead end.

A goldfinch flies over the garden
on his way to a field where evening
primrose offers buttercups of nectar

and darts past the spider,
her work a magnificent lit
lamp tilted just so

he can avoid ruining her elaborate
composition. By evening, the spider
dines on her work, now studded

with the jewels of beatles
and papery moths, lying still
in silky sarcophagi.

The spider unwinds
her entire web, ingesting it within

in a feat of impressive completion,

only to begin
again spinning
come dark.

The Garden Spider (Argiope aurantia or “with a bright face” in Latin) goes by several other common names including the writing spider, corn spider, or McKinley spider. They are found in all 48 contiguous states usually in gardens or at the edges of open fields. We commonly see Garden Spiders on squash or tomato plants in the farm’s vegetable garden that abuts a hayfield.

Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd. and is a member of the Pleiades Network of Women.

 

Into the Clearing

by Laura Parker Roerden

All day long I had lain in the grass and waited for the sun
to reach the clearing, though it never did come. The dew

from the morning had left my hair damp to the touch;
my heart aching for something I had never expected to miss.

I knew these woods to be vernal wetlands, but I had forgotten
just how much shade can be thrown by the trees that

surround it. Yet all it takes is an unwillingness to thwuck in
the muck, past the skunk cabbages and stinging nettle to

miss out on the thicket of grass, soft like a bed, a cool reprieve
from the summer sun. As a child, this spot had been where I’d

have picnics in the daisies and bluettes, which swayed so low to
the ground as if fighting off sleep. I knew a rock that acted

like a sun dial and pointed at noon to a secret location of lady
slippers–fragile pink moccasins–that I could imagine fairies

wore to silence their footsteps like pine needles buffeted mine.
The edges of the field were where the remnants of a long ago

stone wall had fallen, once marking a pasture or home site, and
later simply held space in a child’s imagination, a canvass

of clouds, whose angle of reflected light told her the time.
The time is late now, so I have to go. In the clearing today

stands a house, built by my brother. He had to go too,
taking his place among the moss in a family cemetery with my

parents, grandparents and great grandparents.
But I visit my brother in the clearing when I can

by taking that walk into the dank, smoldering woods and
listening as birds call out my arrival as if nothing has changed.

Laura Parker Roerden is the founding director of Ocean Matters and the former managing editor of Educators for Social Responsibility and New Designs for Youth Development. She serves on the boards of Women Working for Oceans (W20) and Earth, Ltd.